Kill me slowly, I'll never be the same.

ahhhhhhhhhhhh

2005-03-31T16:09:55Z

....MY INTERNETS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it sucks majorly!!!! im at nans house right now typing this and we're about to go to the gap outlet!!! yay!!! shopping baby!... dustin!!!!!!!!!! i havent talked to you for like 2 days!!!<3 miss ya

i love nan!!!!!!!!!!!

jeffrocanholla @ 2005-03-28T23:13:00

2005-03-30T04:14:43Z

when i say best friends... i mean best friends forever!!!!!!!

weeee

2005-03-30T04:01:21Z

...ok so today was good/boring..... i woke up and talked to dustin... all day again. and i got mad at nan a couple times cause she wasnt home to talk to me heh..(pathetic i know) but then i went to band practice.. and i dounded fucking horrible!!!! and during one of our breaks i called nan and she said that she was going to pick up all her shit from her ex. matt.. and drew had to go and say something "she prolly still has feelings for him too" which got me thinking... well maybe she does, does she? would she leave me for him? would she do stuff with him if he wanted to? thats kinda stuff.. but then i asked her and she wouldnt!!!!!! yay! but i love dustin soooooooooo much cause he stood by me and helped me during this crisis i was having... cause i was fliiping out when i was thinking that shit!!!!!soo dustin...I LOVE YOU TO BITS FOREVER AND EVER!!!!!

ok...

2005-03-28T23:27:57Z

..... ok check this.... im walking on the street today.... and some guy honks at me and says nice ass and slows down and i was looking down... and he's like look up at me... and i did... and he was like "You're a fucking dude!" and i say yes.... and then hes like "we'll we should get together sometime" and i was like... im a guy not a girl and hes like i know... haha so funny... sorry i thought it was.

BURN OUT......NOT FADE AWAY!!!!!!!

im bored

2005-03-28T19:42:10Z

Just know
We are
A spec
In time.

So follow your bliss
And destroy the beauty

I'll lock myself alone in a room
Drink until the clock strikes noon
With just a pen, a pill, and some paper
And maybe I will write a sad song
Or another cliche poem
Of the person that I long to be

I wanna die like Jim Morrison
A fucking rock star
I wanna die like god on the cover of time.
Just a blink and it's gone
So baby pour some fame in my glass.

So kill the forest
And destroy the beauty.

I'll lock myself alone in a room
Drink until the clock strikes noon
With just a pen, a pill, and some paper
And maybe I will write a sad song
Or another cliche poem
Of the person that I long to be

(Colors blind)
the eyes
(Sounds deafen)
the ear
(Flavors numb)
the taste
(Thoughts weaken)
the mind

I'll attack someone with a switchblade knife
So that I can see their pain
I choose to be a serial killer
'Cause the victims don't get any fame.

I'll lock myself alone in a room
Drink until the clock strikes noon
With just a pen, a pill, and some paper
And maybe I will write a sad song
Or another cliche poem
Of the person that I long to be

Just know we are a spec in time

senses fail is hott!

ok soo... im bored outta mind.... nan is out with some friends.... and im here sitting... doing nothing.. but sitting here listening to atreyu and writing this...

hey

2005-03-28T17:59:19Z

hey everyone im jeffro!!!!! im new on here soo... i hope that some of you will help me out here heh
<3 jeffro to bits